Bring on the change

So today I am taking a step in my life, I am getting my hair spiral permed today. I am freaking out because I have never in my life done anything to my hair except the normal cut or trim here and there. I have never dyed my hair, or had a crazy style pretty much as simple as possible. I need change and I am finally taking that step. I have had a great week, and I am ready for the weekend because I am taking it off and getting out of town. Spending some well needed girl time with my niece, mom and sister.

Seeing the light when all I saw was dark...........

I am finally starting to see the light shine in on my life. I am starting to feel better and I have been able to get caught up on my work. I was feeling really down there and was not seeing anything good coming out of this term. Even though I have not been doing bad I was not allowing myself to see my abilities in any of the work that I have been doing. I am glad that I have this weekend off. I feel that I am able to allow myself to breath and really just sit down and get things done with out having to worry about getting to any one particular event that I have scheduled.
I am really looking for next weekend as I get to relax and allow myself a small vacation to Lexington with my sister, mom and niece. We are taking her to see the Disney on ice (the princess's show). We are leaving on Friday to head down there and then we will be staying until Sunday. I am ready to take a break and get away from everything around me that has been stressing me out.
Which I am thankful to say that the only thing stressing me out is the fact that my house does not have wireless Internet right now, it went out on me Tuesday. The lady who has given it to me has been out of town and so now I have to find a time when I can get to the router and see why it is not allowing me to connect.

Stressed Again

I am wearing my self out with everything that I have going on. I have not totally gotten over being sick, and it is causing me to become very tired very early.I am not under doctors care right now, so I have to go to work full time as well as going to school full time. I am looking forward to my two weekends that I have off hoping I will be able to make them productive, but also so I can try to re cooperate from everything that has been happening to me.
On top of everything else I am a bridesmaid for a wedding that is in less then a month and a half. I have been trying to help her with as much as possible because she is my roommate. I am hoping that I do not allow all of this to hinder me in any way school related because I have been able to keep a 4.0 so far for the past two terms. I am really relying on my family to help me get through all of this, even though I do not live really close to any of them.

Stressed

I have been super stressed the past two weeks. With being sick with bronchitis, laryngitis, and pleurisy it really knocked me out of being on my routine. I ran behind in some of my classes and having to stay up late on Tuesday trying to get the work done on time. I feel like since this started I have not caught back up to where I feel like I can breathe. I feel like I have been running around with work and with school non stop. After today I will be caught up and I have a day off from work so I will be able to get that paper started for class and I am hoping to be able to submit in on that day but I am a hard core perfectionist when it comes to writing papers and I edit it way to much during my writing process. I would have to say that, that is what causes me the most set back when writing papers, is that I will write a paragraph and then edit it back down to a few sentences.
I cannot wait for the next few weeks because I have the next to weekends off and I am having a shower for my friends wedding that I am in and then I will be out of town with my mother and sister and niece just relaxing. I need a break.

Tough week!!!

So I thought this week was going to be good, but I was so wrong. It first started out with a good Wednesday and hanging out with some of my amazing friends. Then, Thursday came with a vengeance. I woke up with a fever and without a voice, and was unable to go to work since I am on the phones all day. Friday and Saturday were better. I was able to hang out with my boy and meet some of his old friends. Saturday then again started with a fever. I finally went to the doctors on Sunday and found out that I have pleurisy, bronchitis, and laryngitis. I am feeling some what better after having the medications in my system, but I cannot wait to be over the coughing and not having a voice. I have learned that even though I am not able to do anything outside of my house does not make it any easier to get my work done when I have no energy.